Thursday, September 16, 2010
Quite a deep title for a blog post, right? But yes, that is what I am currently feeling right now. Ever since my intensive German language lessons began last week, I felt like I was in a whirlwind. Everything seems to fly so fast, I don't even have time to catch my breath (figuratively), eat a decent meal in the middle of the day and comb my hair (literally). I feel exhausted and have been especially lagging behind my online tasks.
I feel buried deep down and am barely able to answer emails, make our bed, properly play with my little girl and do my household chores. I hope that this is just a passing phase because just thinking about next month when things will surely be in full swing for me at the university is already making me feel dizzy and making me doubt whether I could properly and effectively become a mom, a wife and a student all at the same time.
I pray for strength. I pray for perseverance. I pray for endurance. I pray that I could see through it all. I pray that in time, I will have already adjusted and believe that I can make it. So help me God.